so much stuff,

college good but loads of work loads of reading.
so what dagree will i aply for?
animals all fine. house a mess as per.
nothings changed lol just thought id update.

Hi there,

my names kelda, I have done some work with your selves before. Mostly on the fun days (ferret person lol)
my other half ran mobile pets for a bit (Tina Murray) I don’t think you met her though, I really worked with Steve and the managers before him.
I was hoping I might be able to work with/ for you again. I'm currently studding HNC working with communities, my course asks that I do either 300 hours or 45days work within an organisation who deals with at risks groups. As Stevenson College are sending me on placement they have played for my enhanced disclosure.
What I am looking for is any days other than a Tuesday or Wednesday to work with you at the pet lodge. Working at mobile pets would be perfect but I’m also willing to do other work.
I currently live with a small holding of pet animals (24) the appearance I need is working with young people or vulnerable adults.

IF you agreed to let me come along and help you out all that required of you is that you sign my log of what I have done, and twice at some point in the academic year watch me work and write a small piece on how good I am. I have a booklet from college with loads of info on these things.

I feel that I could be put to use with you guys, I would love to work with you.
Let me know what you think, I know that you are busy so if I have not received a reply or your unable to reply I will be in touch by post or by phone :D
Thanks Kelda

fingers crossed for tomorrow please. i is really worried

so our little c3 got the stamp of death a month ago, there was just to meny repairs. So we exchanged our car for this one







what you think?

loads of things have been happining mostly bad just like the car, all these things that are stressfull but its ok. I start back at college sooon wooopwooop i have an extra week off.

things about me that are likeable?

and things that are not likeable?

coments people please

yes they do,

big allan died, not good. Tina is gutted as are the rest of his family. Tabbie is ill and grupmy and i have exams and revision loads of. Fingers crossed i dont get tabs cooties.
Its my birthday in a few days what are you lot getting me :P

i want to get hearos of might and magic for the new laptop im getting. i think we are going out for a meal for my bday and that my mum has got me another little pressie. Mich got my nose pirced and shes giving me money. im thinking of lending it to tabs for her hoiladay.

tina would like a coade reader and a few bits. i wont type here what shes got so far lol
tabs has a few things from her bday list.

i dont think we are going to have much money to spend on our own bdays.

got my cource choices changed, got another exam out of the way. Got maths to do sigh... maths exam tomorrow.

could be to do with not that much sleep... or it could be coz my tinas upset (Allan) but i think its nearvs about college. I dont know whats doing to happen. i dont know what cource i wanna do..... i dont know i dont know.
No point worrying the now i can't do anything about since of the time of night and stuff. i think i will go to college after i take tabbie towork tomorrow. then go straight to college, change the cource. then ill go do some maths and stuff in the libery. got a nab to sit between 3-5 then im going home do revise for the maths exam on the thursday. Then from then in its socology studys. and house work. my head is fuzzy and my eyes are tired and leaky. I think ill go to the maths drop in to get some work done between 1-3 i will have to eather take lunch with me o come back for it not decided yet.
i cant beleave its only 8.30 i should clean out the ferrets or clean something or something like that but i cant be botherd and i just want tonight to be over so i can get on with tomorow.
ALl the uni cources im intrested in look for four B's highers.

spose this story should start with not being able to sleep, not becuase i was nearvous tho i was but becouase my back was sore.

Got to college 15 minuets b4 the exam. got to my room walked in. "erm exuse me you can't come in here theres an exam going on" im like yeah i know. shes like no thers only one student in here and shes got mumps!! (bugger that) so went down to the door woman and told her the situation she looked at her list and took me to the room it said i was ment to be at. wait a minuet its not there. Spoke to pam my english toutor she was so confused. walked over to the music box back over to the main building spoke to kate, shes the student suport person that sorted my exam arangements out. So she cheaked thne we whent back over to the music box could not find the room... whent back to reception muic box does not have a room 105.. back to the music box now with kate, pam, alister (exam coordenater) and we whent though a door to a et of rooms callllled the drum rooms they were 1.01 though to 1.0 you guessed it 5 In there waiting for me was a person who was only ever referd to as michelles mum she was a fantastic invidulater. So by this point it was almost 9.30 sat down to do the exam and guess what! no bloody paper!the exam paper was not there... no questions.. so she phoned michelle who is office staff of some kind and she brought me a paper. the drum room was freezing cold the lap top they gave me had no spell cheak... it had no dictionery installed. the mouse pad was to big and to close to the keys you could not type with out the mouse jumping about all over the place and adding things into diffrent sentences. so we whent to the main office to do the spell cheak when we saw kate and she invited me to use her room and if need be do the next exam in there coz that was more important than her work.
got the spell cheak done but theres no printer there so we had to sent it to print at a diffrent office and go pick it up so i could sign it.all the time the invidulater michelles mum walking allong behind us.
then i got a 20 minit break i whent to the work shop to get a tina shaped hug and steel money for food since by this point it was lunch time and my breakfast had gone

by the time i waited in line for some pish soup and peed it wa time to go back to i drank the soup in the second part of the exam. But this was way better. one of kates co workers was offsick so kate thought of lettng me use that nice warm comfy office in the main building of the college where i have been maney times and could here the support staff going about there work. I had a propper pc and then she brought me a wrist rest :D :D so i did not even get sore writs!! the spell cheake worked fine i got it printed out fine it was such a relife after the morning.

I sent Kate a blnk email with just one image in it a jpeg of a baloon that said thanks, and she sent back then you too you allways mange to make my day. I thought that was really sweet and a nice thing to say since she whent out of her way to make my exam run smoothly and stake some of the stress of me. Reallly it was her that made my day or the second part of my exam would have been as shite as the first.

As for the exam its self im not sure at all. Last year i was faily confadent about the exams this year im really worried. I mean if i fail english i cant be a english teatcher thats that. So fingers crossed i did enough I really need to get an A , i think the first part whent ok i dont think its that part i have trouble with even tho thats the part of the prelim i failed. I got a B for the critical essay in the prelim so fingers crossed i get a B for both then that will be an over all A when all added up. The second part of the exam was harder i think because allthought its two esays as aposed to questions on a pasage you need to remember quotes and poems and things for the essays. I did one on anthem for doomed youth i like that poem and the other on a view from the bridge play. I rememberd all of the poem but im not sure i did enough on a view from a bridge.

I feel strange about the end of college this year because thing are so uncertain. this time last year i thought i was doing well but i had to come back and do more highers. This time its sad because if i dont end up back at stevenson again i will not see the friends i have made over the last two years and that scares me . I know there will be nice taff at uni but it will be diffrent and not the same. Not nice i will miss the people i have become frineds with.

The last ever english class was sad, and the last sociology class with margret was thursday but shes has said she would like to see me during class time thursday comming , i think i noly have a few modernstuddys class but thats no los thats liek the worst class.

I hould be looking fawerd to the rest of my life but right now it scares me and makes me sad.

loads of things have happend. I have been feeling a bit better of late but thinkgs are still a bet depressing at home. NO one is ever happy here.
I was so exited to be going on hoiladay to see leah but when i relised i was leaving my girls i really did not wanan go i thought dont be silly and went anyways. Only to come back 5 hours later. Most expencive curray ever lmao

I really need to be going exam revision.
Off i go.

Good bye hamish. Sorry u had to go thouugh such an illness.

Had a strange week end, filled with tears confustion and genral stress.
Tailes being dead is a shock i mean its tales!
had to let fuzzle go
never managed to get to collage yesterday
im at collage to day tho
im nervouse about the cbt its affedting my work at collage.
modern studies is so dull.

christmas eve was realyl crap, from money not coming in to mums boiler breaking down, dog breaking the laptop, hamish test results being really reallybad, logan pooing blood. droping stuff and genraly having a shit day. at least yesterday was good and today is going to be good.

Yesterday was fine, actually. ( maybe its the tablets) Got up at about 5.15 opend pressies. tabbs whent to work i took dogs out and stuff.6.30 Went back to bed and slept in :( lol got up at around 9.40 going fuck was ment to be at mums 30 minits ago, phone mum shes asleep, phone fay shes asleep. Good start, txt mich shes a sleep. Run round getting rdy get to mums an hour late but magange to leave there in time. tho manage to leave fays a little late and thats with out a cup of tea.
Got to jimmy chungs, the food was not all that nice, it was a bit cold in there, they tryed to over charge us wich could have been ok but 10 2 we are are asked to leave as our table is booked at 3 we like no no no, she sez oh must be a mistake. Bout 3.15 the manager comes up this table is booked you need to move, I dont think so mate we booked till 5 no one said we had to leave early. so we took our time really slowly finishing the drinks ect then left. fay and george went to the pub we drove up to my grans. stayed there an hour, poped in on tabies mum, said thanks and hi. Got mich got home tabs araved home. Tina played her new game, them we sang some sing star abba that came from sheena. then went to bed to watch friends dvds.
this morning we got up and watched friends now lee evins we are going to have a nice christmas dinner with just the 3 of us going to be so nice not even having to get dressed.

So list of what i got :D start with erm stuff i opened in the morning

Eyelashes
glue for them ( got lost found it today)
Eeyore gloves and scraf
eeyre glass
mac face brush red christmas set.
from my girls

from tabbies mum (the next i opend)
Dressing gown
jammies
socks.

from my mum
Coat,
Flease
bear minirals foundation
baballis pro hair straighterners.
two neckaces
two rings
they match the chanes they are real dimond and something blue or purple i forget lol
hot socks
choclate, i think thats it i forget lol
parfume
boady spray

from mich
hoover
carpet washer
jml globe
hotchoc and mug

from bells
socks ( im wareing them fab)
choclate orange,
eeyore bubbles,
glitter eye dust,

from fay and george
vodca,
hole box of quailty street eatch!! we now have 4 big tins!!
eeyore mobil phone strap.
dishes

clock from brenda.

i think thats everything
so im sitting here in my penguin pj's in my pink coverd in love heart really soft dressing gown. with my soft fluzzy bed socks on. eating quility street with my straight hair and pritty makesups next to my girls :D

could life get better.

I hate christmas. Its allways so much harder than it needs to be. with one car it means wer are going to my mums early so we can do presants there them takeing her to tinas mums to do presants there then heading to the restrant. but of cource mums not happy with that. thats no way round it. unless tina comes back and picks us up driving all the way back over town its not worth it.time or fual.

erm i was gonig to wright something elce as well but i forget what it was.

anyways have a nice chistmas and all that. good luck for 2009 dont know about you but i need some luck...

driving tinas car made me sad there was hadly any power, i got up this morning and when i looked out the window my car was not there. Becasue i dont have a car anymore. Feels bad like ive been striped of my freedome. i now have to ask to use the car i cant just up and go. And tinas car will allways be tinas car, i dont like it its not comfy and i keep having to clean it out. Im going to fix bits as i go along as well. THe foot plate for the drivers side and the light bulbs for the dash panel ect just little things that annoy me.
apart from that things are fine.
I dont like christmas feeling of inpending doom!
I dont like this time of year.
also with sick animals, blah
hamish looks like he might be ok though
and munch is doing well,

i had a nab yesterday i think it went really well tho the issue is what if i have not done so well. we will see.

The house needs a good clean i feel bad about that coz tabbie gutted the house she goes to work for a few days and the house looks like a bomb has hit it.

spose it could be worce if thats the only thing i have to complain about.
i keep trying to post ferret picutres here but i can only seem to post one at a time from scrap book its annoying

i wanan post at least 12/14 pictures. i dont wanna click on eatch one sepretly.
im in modern studies just now i guess i should listen to what ian is saying tho its hard to listen to his monotine voice.

Panda finaly i get tone!!

find out hamish has kidney failure but we have to feed the snakes. Found Ivy dead. I dont know whats happend. She was allways a bad bad feeder and a awkwerd snake in genral but she was so pritty and our little girl. Tinas inspecting her now to see if she can see anything wrong and we cant see anything. I guess being a really bad feeder since she hatched took its tole. We got her really cheep coz she was a bad feeder and we tryed everything. She never grew much the annoying thing is the hole clutch were bad feeders as far as i know most of them lived. Bad feeders can go on to be fine, its just our luck something can go wrong it does. take it out on me not my animals they have done nothing wrong.

Life is shit and then we die.

We have a hole house hold of young ferrest with the exeption of 3, hamish and munch hate eatch other and missy hates other ferrest. So hamish has to live with babys and so does munch. Munch is really sick just now so hes on his own but even when hes better he;s old the last thing he needs is 6 monuth old babys bouncing sll over him. If only the oldies would get on togther that would sort it.
So we are going to have 5 in each cage and missy in the jenny rat cage,
Isla, panda, dewberry, clyde and fin and hamish. Logan, alvin, theadore, munch,hmmm

Till the boys get there nutts then get them off they are going to have to stay away from the girls.

So the girls and munch is 4 ferrest what 5th can go in. dam munch and hamish needing to go in seprate cages.

Cage 1 Cage2
Hamish Munch
clyde Alvin
fin Theadore

that leaves the girls tha have to go in hamishes cage. unless i leave it as four groups till they are done. I'm thinking if its ok with candy getting them done in two lots im not sure. I'll have to save up £40 a ferret if i can go down there or £100 a ferrt up here.
There are 5 ferrets needed done. Wonder if i could get them all at once? hmmm maybe next march. or get the boys done first. matbe get them done befour christmas if there nutts have droped by then i dont know.
LOL dam ferrets